Chapter 309: Hello Chang'an
Chapter 309: I’m on My Elder Brother’s Side
Those clansmen’s gazes swept silently toward Cui Lang, pressing down upon him like mountains.
No one cared whether he agreed or not — his words bore no weight.
In the past, under such circumstances, he would have been so terrified his legs trembled, kneeling faster than anyone else, then grinning obsequiously to muddle things through. Before the elders could pronounce judgment, he would have already seized the chance to flee.
But this time, Cui Lang did not.
He did not know where the courage came from, but he dared to meet those solemn, heavy gazes directly, and spoke again:
“What fault has Elder Brother committed? Had it not been for him, the Zheng family clansmen would have met the same fate as those Aristocratic clans of Luoyang at the start — unjustly slaughtered, perhaps even exterminated!”
“Silence!” Cui Heng slammed the table, his face turning as cold as frost. “Who allowed you to utter such rebellious words here?!”
“It is justice and reason that allow me!” Cui Lang clenched his fists, eyes reddened. “If those outsiders do not understand my Elder Brother, does the Cui clan not know him either?!”
As he spoke, tears of grievance welled up — not for himself.
He looked toward the elder seated at the highest seat, his voice hoarse and choking: “Does Grandfather not know my Elder Brother either?!”
Cui Ju gazed at the grandson who, for the first time, stood before the clan in such a manner — firm and unyielding, his eyes meeting the patriarch’s without flinching.
“Very well.” The old man’s voice was as deep and still as an ancient well. “It seems your studies at the Imperial Academy have taught you much.”
It was the prelude to fury — the calm before the storm.
Cui Heng immediately barked, “To disregard clan rules and defy your elders — men, take this boy away and discipline him under family law!”
At the mention of those dreaded words, family law, Cui Lang — who had always feared them most — did not back down this time. Though his voice was soon muffled as he was dragged away, he still shouted defiance.
Even as the lash descended and punishment struck flesh, he refused to yield. Unlike before, he neither begged nor fled; instead, he bore the severe punishment head-on.
Cui Lang clenched his teeth hard, tears streaming from pain.
It was his first time standing against the clan, defying its ancestral rules — and the cost was bitter indeed.
That day, he cried out with what he thought was the most spirited voice of his life:
“Go on then — hit me again! If you’ve got the guts, beat me to death!”
The words had barely left his lips before his eyes rolled back and he fainted from the pain.
But as he showed no sign of repentance, his punishment was not yet over — the unconscious boy was thrown into the ancestral hall to reflect, locked up until he admitted fault.
At Lu Shi’s urging, Cui Tang went to plead for herbrother, only to be thrown into the ancestral hall alongside him.
Seeing his second brother lying half-dead on the mat, skin torn and bloodied, Cui Tang wept as she applied medicine she had smuggled in.
Cui Lang groaned weakly in pain.
“So, now you know pain!” Cui Tang scolded through tears.
Cui Lang’s voice trembled with grievance. “Weren’t you all the ones who made me come back?”
“That didn’t mean you should talk back to Grandfather!” Cui Tang’s tears flowed freely. “You, of all people — the most useless one — where did you find the guts today?!”
Cui Lang rasped faintly, “Borrowed them from Big Huang, of course…”
Cui Tang gritted her teeth and poured the whole bottle of medicine powder across her brother’s wounded back.
Cui Lang yelped like a dog whose tail had been stepped on, his cries sharp and pitiful.
When the pain finally subsided, he took a few shallow breaths and thought bitterly that the servants outside must have heard his howling. After struggling so hard to appear dignified today, his so-called valor — bought at the price of his own blood — was now ruined by those ridiculous cries.
He turned his head and muttered resentfully, “Cui Tang, you just can’t stand to see me shine, can you? You did it on purpose to make me look bad!”
Cui Tang pulled a robe over him. For once, he did not argue back; his eyes were still red as he whispered, “No… today, you didn’t look bad at all. For a moment there, I barely recognized you.”
Cui Lang gave a faint laugh, his strength nearly spent. “Then tell me — if Elder Brother knew… would he perhaps think better of me?”
Cui Tang snorted. “Think better of you? For what — for rushing to get yourself beaten half to death?”
“You don’t get it.” Cui Lang’s voice was growing weaker. “I just wanted Elder Brother to know — no matter what others say… I’m on his side.”
Cui Tang wiped her tears and chided softly, “So this beating is your pledge of loyalty, then?”
“More than that,” Cui Lang murmured with a feeble smile. “It’s an imperial pardon token… might even bring peace and fortune to Mother and the three of us in the future.”
The corners of his pale lips curved faintly.
All his life, somewhere deep inside, he had wanted to earn his Elder Brother’s approval, to stand closer to him. Before, it had only been a thought. Today, at last, it was action — of a sort.
As his consciousness drifted, Cui Tang’s voice grew distant. A figure flashed before his mind — a clean, serene image like a lotus in bloom.
“If she knew what I did today…” he thought dimly, “…perhaps she wouldn’t think I’m just a useless scoundrel who always runs away.”
But then he realized how pitiful he must look now — battered and miserable — and decided she must never find out.
Seeing his brother’s dreamy, lovestruck expression, Cui Tang couldn’t help asking curiously, “Who is she?”
“…Not telling you…” Cui Lang mumbled, before slipping back into unconsciousness.
The boy’s secret, hidden feelings faded into silence, and Cui Lang weakly closed his eyes.
——
“Lang’er truly behaved without propriety today. I hope Father will not hold it against him…”
In the study where only father and son stood, Cui Heng bowed before his father, apologizing on behalf of his second son.
Behind the desk, Cui Ju shook his head after hearing this. “Sixth Son has improved. That is a good thing.”
Cui Heng was taken aback.
To speak and act in defiance, to disregard his elders — that was improvement? To him, it looked more like he was learning from that unfilial son.
“When Sixth Son has recovered,” said Cui Ju evenly, “we shall send him back to Qinghe under the pretext of disciplinary reflection.”
Cui Heng was even more startled. “Father…”
Cui Ju interrupted him. “From this day forward, he shall be the rightful heir of the main branch of the Qinghe Cui clan.”
Cui Heng’s hands clenched tightly; light and shadow flickered in his eyes.
“I will personally select twenty young men from among our clan, of similar age, to accompany him back to Qinghe and supervise his studies.”
There was no room in the elder’s tone for argument or appeal.
Cui Heng’s mind churned for a long while before he finally said, “Yes… your son understands.”
He knew well what his father intended. In that instant, he also realized why Father had, some time ago, suddenly decided to train Lang’er — to send him to the Imperial Academy, to let him mingle with those beyond the Aristocratic clans, and to befriend scholars from humble families.
Lang’er’s defiance today was inseparable from the experiences of this past year.
So, Father had been preparing for this day all along.
And yet…
Thinking of what the clan had decided earlier that day, Cui Heng hesitated again and again before finally speaking: “That unfilial son… must matters truly be handled this way?”
He knew that the elders’ dissatisfaction had first been meant only as a show of pressure. But Father’s decision — cold and final — had gone far beyond what anyone expected.
At the words “that unfilial son,” Cui Ju turned toward him, his expression unreadable. “Is that not precisely what you wished to see?”
—“You, as his father — has not every step you’ve taken over the years driven him further and further away?”
Cui Heng did not even remember how he left the room.
His steps were heavy, the world utterly silent save for his father’s words echoing endlessly in his mind.
When he finally looked up at the high walls of the vast estate, the grand Cui residence lay shrouded in the night, its reach seemingly endless. Once, he believed the glory of the Cui clan had no end. But now, staring into that boundless depth, all he could see was uncertainty.
Who, in the end, could truly guard it?
——
The stars and moon faded as dawn slowly rose.
At the residence of Head Master Qiao of the Imperial Academy, the few servants and maids wore bright smiles — the household more cheerful than during New Year’s celebrations.
That morning, Head Master Qiao had come out from his son’s room.
Last night, his wife had wept while holding their daughter, blaming him for getting in the way, and had driven him out — yet even so, he was full of joy.
The Qiao family of four shared breakfast together. Then Head Master Qiao and Qiao Yubai went their separate ways — one to his official duties, the other to class — spreading the good news throughout the Imperial Academy.
Qiao Yumian went to the study to write a letter. Though she had kept up with poetry all these years, she had scarcely written by hand. Her strokes were clumsy, and the crooked characters made her laugh at herself.
“If Ning Ning saw this, I can’t imagine how she’d tease me.”
Xiao Qiu said beside her, “She wouldn’t, Miss Chang would only be happy for you.”
Qiao Yumian smiled, lifted her brush again, and continued writing. “Then it’s fine. If it can make Ning Ning smile, that’s reward enough.”
This first letter she wrote after recovering her sight — it was destined for Ning Ning, even if it might tire Ning Ning’s eyes.
She carefully filled two pages, sealed them in an envelope, and just then a servant came in to report that guests had arrived.
A group of young girls entered, and as Qiao Yumian stepped into the reception hall, she was greeted by a sight like a hundred blooming flowers.
The girls surrounded her joyfully, offering congratulations on her recovery.
“Guess who I am, Sister Qiao?” a bright-eyed girl asked.
Qiao Yumian laughed softly. “That must be Sister Ah Xia.”
“Then Sister Qiao must have recognized my voice!” Yao Xia giggled, pulling another girl forward. “And who is this?”
Seeing the composed and graceful young lady before her, Qiao Yumian said, “This must be Sister Chunbai.”
Yao Xia refused to give up, grabbing yet another girl. “Then this one?”
“I suppose that’s Sister Miao Qing from the Marquis of Zheng’s household.”
Recognized at once, Wei Miaoqing smiled with a hint of pride — now that Young Miss Chang was away from the capital, she was the prettiest girl in Chang’an, naturally the easiest to recognize.
Yao Xia continued until Qiao Yumian finally guessed wrong, and the guessing game ended amid laughter.
The hall was soon filled with cheerful chatter, and Wang Shi personally brought tea and sweets to entertain the guests.
Over the next two days, more visitors and relatives came after hearing the news.
On the third day — the Academy’s rest day — Xiao Qiu returned from outside with a smile. “My lady, the Young Master’s classmates have come to visit you too! The Hu family’s Young Master and the others are all here!”
He’s here too, then?
Qiao Yumian had not seen Cui Lang these past few days. She wanted to ask, but felt too shy, merely letting Xiao Qiu help her change clothes and carefully choosing her jewelry and hair ornaments herself.
Her steps quickened as she went toward the hall, but near the door, she slowed, smoothing her robe nervously. “...Do I look all right?” she whispered.
Xiao Qiu smiled. “Perfect, my lady looks wonderful!”
Qiao Yumian curved her lips into a small smile, took two deep breaths, and entered the hall.
The room was full — aside from her father and brother, there were many young faces. After a polite bow, she looked toward the students, meeting their friendly gazes with growing confusion.
He wasn’t there.
Seeing her expression, Hu Yi stepped forward first. “Lady Qiao, it’s me, Hu Yi!”
The other students introduced themselves one by one. Qiao Yumian nodded to each — all were names she had heard before, her brother’s friends who treated her kindly as their younger sister.
But… why was he the only one missing?
That person who had always looked after her, quietly walking behind her — why hadn’t he come?
More than disappointment, a faint unease filled her heart.
Before long, hurried footsteps sounded from the courtyard.
Qiao Yumian turned instantly toward the sound.
A young man in fine clothes rushed in, panting. “There’s news!”
He wasn’t Cui Lang — but his message was.
“Three days ago, Sixth Young Master Cui was punished under family law! He’s badly injured — I heard he’s on the brink of death!”
This youth was a close friend of Cui Lang’s, hot-headed and blunt by nature.
The others were stunned.
“How could it be that serious?!”
“What could Sixth Young Master Cui have done?!”
“We must go see him!” Hu Yi cried, pale with fright. “If he’s truly dying, we can’t just sit here!”
“You can’t,” the messenger panted. “The Cui family locked him up — no one’s allowed to visit!”
“Then… what if we sneak in at night?”
Qiao Yubai, though equally worried, reminded them solemnly, “Trespassing into another’s residence without cause — the master of the house has the right to kill intruders by law.”
The Cui estate was heavily guarded; if Cui Lang still lived, they might be the ones beaten to death first.
“Then what do we do?!”
The impulsive youth nearly burst into tears. “If the worst happens, we’ll just have to hold a grand—”
Hu Yi kicked him hard. “Wang Zeyu! Don’t you dare jinx it!”
Amid the uproar, Qiao Yumian gripped her sleeve tightly.
At last, Head Master Qiao sent someone personally to the Cui residence to inquire. After all, Cui Lang was a student of the Imperial Academy — as Head Master, he had the standing to ask.
The Cui family’s reply was that Cui Lang’s life was no longer in danger. However, for violating family law, he was to be sent back to the ancestral home in Qinghe for reflection — and would no longer attend the Imperial Academy.
Hearing this, Qiao Yubai and his friends sighed in relief that Cui Lang was safe, yet their hearts sank nonetheless.
——
Before the Imperial Envoy Zhan Shilang and his party arrived at Central plains to oversee flood relief, the Cui clan elders had already reached Xingyang a day ahead and sought out Cui Jing.
They carried the family patriarch’s order. The elder who led them had once served as Chancellor for two reigns and held great authority within the clan. The next day, at a Cui residence in Xingyang, they convened a family council, brought forth the ancestral tablets, and publicly listed Cui Jing’s offenses.
Rebellion and unfilial conduct; violation of clan law; disgrace upon the family name — repeated admonishments ignored. Even his refusal to marry and continue the family line past the age of twenty was cited as proof of his unfilial nature.
No one spoke the name Zheng Shi, yet all knew what this reckoning truly stemmed from.
At last, the old man’s voice rang out, hoarse and stern: “Eldest Young Master, have you anything to defend yourself with?”
Before the heavy accusations, the young man standing below the stone steps lowered his gaze. “Cui Jing… has nothing to say.”